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Whether you are going through another phase of emptiness, a mania or depression episode, going through a day where that stabbing sensation at your heart feels very real and painful, another day where your mental illness has gotten the best of you or are just going through an agonizing time in your life, the aching and discomfort doesn't last forever. We bounce back. We don't give up. We come out of it. Life is a beautiful thing and worth living for. I dedicated this song to anyone who is going through a rough time, specifically for those with mental illness who go through phases and episodes. It is to remind you that this suffering doesn't last forever. The pain will stop. It gets better. Do not lose hope, things will change.


I can feel the darkness crawling
It's coming for me trapping my mind
This is madness, I can't go on
The emptiness, where have I gone
Waking up to sorrow
Falling asleep in pain
I've lost my mind
Oh hurtful aid
Waking up to sorrow
Falling asleep in pain
I'm looking for a way to numb
This agony
Yes we feel
All this hurt
It might be hard to breath right now but
I promise that will change
Yes we feel
All this hurt


released May 14, 2017
Mixed and mastered by Pivotal
Extra effects by Pivotal

Piano played by Luke Thompson

Harmonies performed by Josh Donovan

Artwork sketched and painted by Mackenzie Fleming



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